Thursday, March 8, 2007
Being a student (again!!!!!) is like remembering my previous experiences when i was in Indonesia. However... the system that i am involved right now is different. In Indonesia... before i came in to the class, i felt i was ok. Nothing would happen, because in the class we just had to listen to the lecturers, take note, and ask the questions (if necessary). I did not really care, the lecturers would ask me or not. I did not even care... could i answer the questions or not??? I was not shy at all if i could not... hiks!
But here... i feel anxious before class is begun, especially when i have prepared nothing for the subjects. The lecturers always ask each person about their opinion on something because i just have small number of my classmates and sometime there are arguments. So good preparation is the best way to perform well and to get self confidence.
After 3 hours, i notice.. i always get headache... i think it is caused by my brain is being demanding to accept the lecture and translating English to my mother tongue as well.
However, some people say... it is a good sign... because it means my brain had worked hard... (fingers cross...hehehe)