Dear my friend
First of all, I want to say sorry for what i am doing now.
And i do understand if you think that i am stepping into your life too far.
I just want to say, i have never agreed with what you have done.
Have you ever though about loyality? If i can ask this question directly to you
I absolutely will hear "YES" as your answer
Then why is it happening?
To fullfil your ego? Your need on sense of being needed? The adrenaline rush?
You have had what you need (I guess)
Please be back to the right path...
I beg you with all my heart
I just dont want to see you ruining your own life.
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