Tired of these

Early of next month i will go back to Indonesia. I thought it is exciting, but the fact, it is not completely true. It is exciting, but it is sadness as well.

Exciting because i will be back to my real world. I will meet friends, family, colleagues, and anyone who cares and be cared about. The environment that i love to live in, is very suitable for me...

However, leaving my routinity in here is also stressful. I will leave behind the great opportunity to get a good education. I will miss beautiful places. I will also leave my friends here. All of those are not easy. Since you feel comfortable within... then suddently you realize that you will lost it...

A combination between an excitement and a depression makes me having a rollercoaster feeling. Within minutes... my feeling can be changed to the opposite. One moment i am laughing.. seconds afterward.. i am depressing...

Anyhting around seems imperfect to me... worst than before...
Simple actions and words could harm me a lot....

I am tired of those...

I need to go away from these situation soon...
I can not take it anymore....

Photos were taken from here and here.